Its kinda all about me!
I have layers and walls like most, and sometimes, unintentionally, they come down.
Its too late to be there
When a life is lost, It brings you to your kneesAnd I need a moment, to gather my thoughtsAbout our lossHow Indescribable it seems to be.
So, for those that have not been following on social media, or missed the last couple of posts, or forgot, its a thing I do it all the time, so I had been taking motorcycle lessons.
Well Monday this week (01/11/2021) I had my module 2 and I only went and passed it first time, and yes I am immensely proud of myself for doing so too :)
Sunday night, the day before my mod 2 bike test, the band 'The fallen State' was playing about an hour away in Cannock, it was the last gig of the tour, I had bought tickets for the family to attend and attend most did, some had the dreaded lurgy (I still have man flu, I kinda forgot to mention that bit, I am still very much full of flu) but 6 of us poured in.
Then Adam (the lead singer) dedicates the song to Shaz and another that is a local to Cannock, you see, ever since we first saw them as support we connected with the band and the music, so they too where close to us both.
With mobiles phones out with the torch's on we all song our hearts out, and me right at the front doing the same, but with tears streaming down my face.
You will see in the video my younger brother made his way to the front to pop an arm around me,
Love you bro, it only broke me a little I promise x
With Halloween just gone, it would be rude not to share a picture of our Shaz at the Halloween crop from 2015
Head over to our Julia's for the latest gossip and desk goodness over at the stamping ground